why are rock songs so depressing?

so, what to write about. hummmmmmmmmmm. i think i'm going to break up with my ipod cause its not working on my comp. stupid technology. whatever. i'll make it work. yeesh. at least it still charges. but i'm organizing my music and have new stuff and my comp won't read that its connected. lame. but whatev. good to hang with g5 for the game. good times. yall make me happy. i dunno. what to say? i lead a boring existence sometimes. so busy i miss the fun random times. bummer it is. still want to be more disciplined with my time. def work on that one. and yay for talking to char tonight. also makes me happy. yay for going home next week and picking up my baby. i love it. we def be rollin that next week. yeah, what? glad our kiddos loved the scavenger hunt. good times. it was a lot of fun to make and look at the pics when it was over. hardcore yall. i like it.

good times from 1 john this week. you should all read it, especially ch 3. amazing. nuff said. def got my focus back on seeking the LORD this week instead of just doing the time. all about focus. don't have it back like i'd like it now. but God will be getting me through. fo sho. good to remember that He is good, all the time. thanks for the reminder, wink.

so, i was listening to some of my new downloads. and man, most rock songs are just as depressing as country. this is disturbing. i have my nice list of songs that i listen to when i'm depressed. some story of the year, lost prophets, matchbook romance, rock kills kid, simple plan, nickelback, 3 doors down. but its all so sad. bah. i need more happy rock. i like happy rock. but heres your lyric from matchbook romance. and yes leah, i really won't cry to hard if you don't read it. wink, wink. lol. just kidding, here goes.

Promise by Matchbook Romance

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,You're not making this easy

You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)

Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go

Make this last foreverI feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy

I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you

def sad enough for yah, peace