keeping up with the times...

home now. the semester is over finally... no school, no work which is good, no bcs friends which is bad but some rockwall peeps which is good and gf (finally!) which is awesome. so i am def happy to be home. its great to really have no major committments in the school and work sense. that feeling of freedom to do whatever i want. its great. got back from utah where me and the father were skiing. loads of fun. solitude and snowbasin were amazing. i hope i get to ski there again some day. great trails plus lots of powder, essential to great skiing. had a good time but it just makes you miss home. and i did. so going home was great- family time, got to see ben and got me laptop which is awesome. and finally got to see char which was good. hard times for her but i'm learning how to be a boyfriend. its amazingly hard, which i cant say i knew beforehand. but we are learning and working through things. so things are good. need to learn to not be scared of whats might happen and what is going on. to be there for her, to meet her needs and for us to relax and enjoy each other. to be honest and to try to do what i think/know i should. and to not worry or be scared. huge i think. but i am happy, fo sho. liking the har and the cd, point 5 covenant is amazing. ben's party tonight. drink some different brews of sam adams i haven't had before, so thats fun. hopefully no one will be too trashed but it should still be fun. also hope that game wont turn out badly... but i will be pleased to see all the old friends. good times i'm sure. want to go rap something so maybe another post will appear in a bit, just have to see. don't even know what i want to rap about but we'll see... i also decided yesterday that epic fantasy books are my favorites. the wheel of time, the dark tower, LOTR, narnia, all just amazing. almost done with the tower and just started the wheel of time. lovin it. also brings me back to the song by p5c called axis. great line "the cross is the axis on which the world spins." goes great with my epic fantasy books... lovin it. here's a quote from the beginning of the gunslinger, book 1 of the dark tower series.

"The man in black fled across the desert, and the gunslinger followed."

i officially wish i was a writer now. peace yall.